shangrila1987

Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink Thing	Hiding things.(Look!No hands)
Your Sexual Strength	Amazing fingers...oh YES!
Your Sexual Weakness	Screamers freak you out...
Your Likely STD	You're clean!
How Many Partners in Crime?	9
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Here we go everyone. Life as we know it is comming to an end. The count down has begun. In less than 24 hours, the senior class of 2005 will be North Middlesex alumni. I can't get myself to feel anything. Suddenly, I'm not so sure about this. I want to be excited and happy, but at the same time I want to hide somewhere and wait this "graduation" thing out.

I'm not ready to leave you.

Your dating personality profile: Funny - You laugh often. People never accuse you of lacking a sense of humor. You don't take yourself too seriously. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your date match profile: Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.

Your Top Ten Traits 1. Funny 2. Big-Hearted 3. Adventurous 4. Practical 5. Intellectual 6. Traditional 7. Shy 8. Liberal 9. Athletic 10. Stylish

Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Big-Hearted 2. Practical 3. Adventurous 4. Funny 5. Religious 6. Shy 7. Athletic 8. Conservative 9. Intellectual 10. Sensual

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Your Boobies' Names Are: Dessert and Dinner

If these walls came crumbling down
And fell so hard to make us lose our faith
From what’s left you’d figure it out
Still make lemonade taste like a sunny day

Stay beautiful baby
I hope you stay American baby
American baby

Nobody’s laughing now
God’s grace lost and the devil is proud
But I’ve been walking for a thousand miles
One last time I could see you smile

I, I hold, hold on to you
You bring me hope I’ll see you soon
And if I don’t see you
Oh, I’m afraid we’ve lost the way

Stay beautiful baby
I hope you stay American baby
American baby
American baby

I hold on to you
You lift me up
And always will
I see you in light
Hope I don’t get left behind

I, I hold, hold on to you
You bring me hope I’ll see you soon
And if I don’t see you
Oh, I’m afraid we’ve lost the way

Stay beautiful baby
I hope you stay American baby
I hope you stay beautiful baby
I hope you stay American baby
American baby
American baby

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENFJ

The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

So I pretty much failed all of my finals. Is anyone surprised that I'm having a hard time caring? Didn't think so.

Guys, we're done. High school is over. This is weird. Very weird. Its not exactly sinking in either. I know its over, but I still subconsciously keep thinking that we'll be back on Monday facing the same old crap as usual. Well everyone, high school crap is over! Congratulations! We've graduated to college crap! I'm just sad that we won't be facing the same crap at the same time in the same place, together anymore. Although I'm not a huge fan of crap, I'll miss the fact that whenever it comes out you guys will be standing behind me.
Hahaha! That wasn't meant to sound like that, but I'm keeping it! Mostly because I'm sitting in my room by myself right now laughing so hard I'm crying!!!

ANYWAYS


Class of 2005~ Here's to the crap. It will be missed.

Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line

"Who's your Jedi master? WHO'S your Jedi Master?"

You Are Turkey and Gravy Soda

Gobble. Gobble.

Alright. In light of recent events, I would just like to remind everyone that we only have one week left of forever to spend together. Everyone is entitled to any emotion being felt right now, no matter how awful they may be. However, think about it. For nearly every year of our lives we have seen the people in those hallways. Nearly every day we would smile and wave and build our character off of them. The fact that it would end was never a real thought until now. Now its ending. Soon it will be over. Even if you don't think you'll miss them, you're wrong. You will. Even if its just a passing, "I wonder whatever happened to..." it will happen. Please try to forgive. Please try to set things aside, just for now. If you want to go back to feeling shitty later its ok and definitely possible, but if we miss this we'll regret it forever. Forever is infinite. Life is too short. Love, even tolerance is more important than this. Let yourself smile. We've worked our entire lives for this. Thats all I'm going to say.

But apparently I didn't have to.
I hope you had fun.

Forgive me, but I have absolutely no idea of what I'm doing.

All year I have been excited to leave this place. The stress, the drama, the assholes, everything just didn't seem necessary anymore. This week was a significant reality check, and I'm pretty sure it started with Top 40 (which kicked ass might I add). The air about the performers was so exciting for the 1st two days, until Lou broke down, that is. After that, the mood changed. I realized that these were going to be the last times that I would ever sing on that stage, and with Lou leaving, the last times any of us truly would. Saturday night was so emotionally heavy that you could feel it. I've never seen that many people cry at once, and you'd better believe I was one of them.
*The original TOP 40 being officially over~ check 1

Today I walked into Studio 56 to find that everything was being taken down. The t-shirts, the broken guitars, that stupid walrus head, and all of the posters that had been on those walls for decades would be trash in a matter of seconds. I couldn't hold myself together. I tried to help, but when I tried I started crying. It was too much.
*56 looking like a jail cell~ check 2

The rest of the day was spent thinking of the hundreds of people who, in a matter of a few short weeks, I would never see again. There are people even within the last couple of weeks that I am so happy to be finally getting to know, and I don't want it to have to end. We all say that we'll keep in touch, but honestly, how many of us ever do? How many of those people from summer camp or that you met on that vacation have you really set aside time to write to? As much as I don't want that to become the fate of my high school career, I know that its almost inevitable.
Inevitable loss of the loved~ check 3

I thought that I was ready to leave, but I've known that I'm not ready to leave you. Ah, the secrets you keep from yourself.

Your Linguistic Profile:

55% General American English

40% Yankee

5% Dixie

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

Hey everyone!

I just wanted to let those of you who take the time to read this know that myself as well as the other members of the King Cancer and the Fun Bunch relay team are taking donations to the American cancer society. Any amount is appreciated not only by us, but by the people whose lives have been hindered by this disease. If you can, please donate to ours or any other team participating in the relay. I promise you, you will never regret it.

~A~

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Andrea
Birthday:	March 22, 1987
Birthplace:	Cooncord, Ma
Current Location:	Townsend, Ma
Eye Color:	brown
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5'1"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	Irish, French Canadian, American Indian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my pointy black ones
Your Weakness:	numerous
Your Fears:	darkness and having my heart broken
Your Perfect Pizza:	xtra cheese and pepperoni from Pizza Hut
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	keep my head above the water
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"i want to go back to sleep"
Your Best Physical Feature:	my carni hands
Your Bedtime:	around 11
Your Most Missed Memory:
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	depends on the situation
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	is nestea the one with the creepy snow man?
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Medium french vanilla cream and 2 sugars
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	too much
Do you Sing:	my favorite thing
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	i wish
Do you want to go to College:	i think so
Do you want to get Married:	if i find the right person
Do you belive in yourself:	yes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not usually
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:	only if the window's open
Do you play an Instrument:	i guess you could say that
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	never tried it
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	i don't think so
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	not sure
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	peacefully when i'm old
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	whatever I'm supposed to be
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	on the darker side usually
Favourite Hair Color:	doesn't matter as long as its groomed
Short or Long Hair:	on the longer side
Height:	taller than me by at least 5 inches
Weight:	healthy
Best Clothing Style:	originality counts
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	a little over 100 i'm guessing
Number of Piercings:	5
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	so many things
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Current Mood: annoyed

Current Music: Tom Petty~ I Need to Know

Love Is
by Stevie Nicks(duh)


Do you know what this is
No, I don't
But whatever it is
It's very powerful
Have you felt this way before
Oh, I thought I knew
Do you know that I love you now
Oh yes, I do

Love is...
You've got the softest lips


You know that I cannot stay
Yes, I know
It has nothing to do
With you or with love
Oh, yes it does
Do not call or come around here
Do not tell
You know that I loved you then
Oh well...

Love is...
You've got the softest lips
Love is...
The touch of your fingertips
Love is...
Knowing you won't let go

She awakens things
That he said he thought were dead
He says, are you happy now
Oh yes, I am
But when it's over
How then will you feel
Will you miss those arms that used to go
Around you

So she stood there in the hallway frozen
In the dark
And her heart broke down
She cried
She fell to the floor

One tear slid across her lips
To the corner of her mouth
Love is...
And dropped to the floor

Love is...
You've got the softest lips
Love is...
The touch of your fingertips
Ooh, she says love is
Knowing you wont let go
Love is...
Watching you go

You're so very powerful
Love is...

Am I happy
Yes I am
Do I know you love me now
Yes I do
Do I know you cannot stay
I know
All about love
All about love

You're so very powerful

So I'm at Kim's and she's cleaning so I thought I might take this opportunity to fill you in on my life! LOL! Now don't get too excited! You all know how it goes. LOL!

Alright, so school has begun and I have already begun to dig myself into the procrastination hole that I seem to find myself in! ARGH! I just can't figure out why its so hard for me to just get things done when they should be! And I only have like 3 real classes. The rest of them are music and Soc & Psych. Meh! Anyway, I hope to dig myself somewhat out of that hole this weekend sometime, though I haven't the slightest clue when I'll have the time. There is afterall a very important 18th birthday that needs celebreating!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM!!!

So dance has begun as well, and everything seems to be running smoothly so far. Sarah and I are team teaching a couple of classes this year which have both gone smoothly as of...now. I am however becoming somewhat afraid for my sanity. LOL! I hope everything keeps going as well as it has.

So there's something thats been bothering me lately. Allow me to complain real quick. I seem to be finding myself surrounded by emotionally draining people like all the time. Do you know what I mean? Like being around them just makes you feel unhappy and tired, ya know? It just amazes me that there are so many poeple that I thought I knew who have turned out to be so inconsidderate and full of themselves, and I hope that they realize and fix it. Otherwise they're going to be unhappy forever. I just thought I'd throw that itty bitty bit of advice in there for y'all. Enjoy!

Anyway, I'm leaving to go shopping with Kim for the partay, but I'll be back on a lighter note soon to update!

Much Love,
~Andrea**

Hey everybody! Sorry Its been a while! Nothing much has changed, but I'll fill you in later. Right now I just thought it would be interesting to write my riddle that I had to come up with for english class in here and see how many of you could figure it out! I'm sure you all will. It isn't hard at all. Ok, here goes:

A crude and rigid shape was I when I emerged from the cliff, which began my life. I was taken from that rocky past and carried by man towards my future. By their hands I was shaped, molded, and chiseled into a thing of use and grace. Smooth and inviting was my surface. A man then brought me home to where my purpose would be served, and my comfort would be of use. He then placed me in a room where everything seemed to be of almost identical past and intention; the service of man. I was placed in my proper way, and was made useful by the silver tubes from which my importance flows.
Thus, I began my life as intended by my uses. I live as a source of comfort and sanctuary for the souls who bore me from cold and stone. As you step inside of me, the hope is to be rid of all that haunts you, and to allow me to wash the day’s troubles away. Find out what I am called- I who have been created by you for you’re sake and for you cleanliness.



So waddayathink? ;)

Much Love,
~Andrea**